This is always the case... The first few days will be filled with love... Like a happily ever after senario... Then it will be followed with a day of disaster... Where we will be shouting at each other... Be pissed off and God knows what will happen next...
Dear called me this morning... Ask me to help him to get a present for the gift exchange session in Amara. Got up, washed the clothes, tidy the house, clean the floor before leaving for Heartland Mall.
Called me again. Told me how pissed off he was with M1. Said he wanted to meet me in the evening... 8pm... then 7pm. Said he want to control me from now on. I did not mind it at all... Instead, I was glad that I have someone who is willing to control me. Silly me...
Reminded him that I have Chui Wei's party to attend... Who is more important to you was his question. I could not answer that. He is important. But my friends are as well... In the end, we agreed to meet at 8pm.
Lazed around at home till 5pm. Got ready to go to Chui Wei's house. Planned to leave at 7.15pm to meet Dear. Called him then. He just woke up. Knowing that he will take a long time to get ready, asked him to call me before he leave home. I will also leave then...
Called me at 8.30pm. Said he just bathed. So I thought that he will leave at 9pm. Told him I will meet him at 9.30pm then... Think he misunderstood me then. Thought I would rather have fun, spend time with my friends than with him... Asked me not to meet him then...
If I thought that way, I will not even bother to go to her house at 6pm, knowing all my friends will be there only after 7pm. I will not even bother to call and wake him up when he did not reply to my message.
Still left at 9pm... Felt so touched after receiving the so many gifts from my friends. So loved by them. Reason things out with him at her house downstairs. Was so mad that I flared up and cried at the same time... In the end, met him at City Hall MRT station...
Strolled to the path opposite the surbodinate court. Told me he felt bad for asking me to meet him when he knows I have a party to attend. When he saw me, his heart just melted. Could not bring himself to scold me anymore. Talked to me alot. I get what he was trying to put across to me. But I just pretended not to. I do not want a break. Life have been fine with him. Just because of this??? Or maybe it is because he knows that family members will reject our relationship. Alot of things in my mind now. Do not know how to express it out...
Should I type an email to him again???
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
4:21 PM